It really irritates me when people complain about having a habitual daily routine; especially when they’re still in high school. You can’t expect to wake up to a new and wonderous adventure everyday of your life. That’s just not how life works. Life works in patterns and repeats itself, you just have to grow up & get used to it.
January 2011
Everyone
is in serious need of a chill pill. High schoolers are the worst at over-exaggerating and creating unnecessary drama. All you need is three simple words; life goes on.
“I get scared when we have a fight and you stop talking to me. I get scared that you’ll sit and think, and then you’ll realize you deserve so much better than me, because you probably do.”
—(via cassandra1323)
Stubbornness
is a hard habit to break.
One year
ago today is when all my problems started.
Thankfully they are long gone. (:
Sometimes when I say nothing, I really mean everything.
You always seem so much happier with your friends, so I won’t even bother anymore.
I'm a hypocrite
But, now I know why people write things like this. I just have to get it off my chest. Well i’ll never send this message, &i know you’ll never read it. And I know that anyone who reads this will make their own wrong assumptions about it, but I know what it means. Sometimes I wish you were still around to talk to. You were the only one who was sympathetic &understanding about certain things, &at the time you were the only person I told stuff like that to. You were my own little outlet, always there at a text or phone call’s notice &with a genuine reply. You were the ONE person who I truly believed I never had to worry about having a strain on our friendship at all, or at least a serious one. Just add that to the list of things I was wrong about. Now I also know why people have a hard time hearing the harsh truth about someone they cared for, but you eventually realize that they were only who you imagined them to be. I’m not insinuating anything by writing this, just simply that sometimes i miss conversating with you. And sadly, you would only find me pathetic for writing this now. It’s never easy losing someone you were close with, even after you do get over it. Subtle memories and reminders still linger in the back of your mind, and you can’t help but to reminisce on them. I hope you grow up one day, one day when you remember everything that was ever said between us. I thought you were the person that was different, but you were just the biggest douche bag ever.
How did such a good day end in a melancholy night? I strongly dislike your nonchalantness towards this whole thing, but nothing I say is going to change your attitude. Sure i’ll probably get one text asking ‘what’s wrong?’, but it’s not even worth it. And i’m gonna delete this post from facebook right after because i don’t want a status comment with a ‘sad face’ from you. I just keep my feelings &thoughts to myself or vent to my bestfriend. <3 That’s the only way its gonna make me feel any better. &i know i said i’m going to try to be a better person, but moods like this definitely turn me away from that concept. Touching on a subject someone else posted, miscommunication ruins things. But even when we do ‘communicate’, it doesn’t seem like anything goes through to you. This is probably my ’naggiest’ post yet, but it’s all true. I guess somethings never really do change.
Reblog
if you read OMG like “Oh my god/gosh” instead of “O-M-G.”
just wonderin’ if I’m the only one that does that..
*Don’t worry- you’re not. (:
